bad habits

Today work was boring. Did I tell you? I've been working at gmall now. Yes, I'm the info man. I haven't blogged in a cool minute. Life has been busy. It's different now though. I took some time off from the hustle and stepped into being comfortable. Yeah, I know it's stupid. I know that this will only delay my goals. At this moment right now, I don't care. I want to enjoy my life for a bit. I want to remember these moments. I want to live life free. Just real quick. Because I also know that all this.. Is going to end real soon. Nothing well be the same. Where ever I'm going to be whether it's in LA or NY, I'll be on the hustle. I wish life wasn't so hard. I wish I didn't dream so big. I wish I can bring the people that I care about on the same train that I'm going to. I may seem busy right now but to me, I don't feel like I'm doing anything at all. The only productive things I have going is school and saving money. Grades up and savings heavy. I could careless about my other businesses. My filming. My networking. My rep. That's not true. It's always in the back of my mind. Every choice that I make, makes a difference. I stopped caring about catching up to my idols. I'll do things my way. They did their's their way also. Plus it's not about getting rich quick. It's about getting slowly rich and enjoying it. I think my bad habits actually give me happiness.