drifting

Today I skipped my class because the guy cant teach and it's only one damn class out of the day. Lame. So the other day I got to thinking.. Was I that big of a part in your life that you still checked up on me? Saw your tumblr a few days ago too. You seemed to have slowed down from your fast paced life. Or not. I don't really know. Why am I even mentioning you right now? I'm not quite sure either but it's probably for the same reason why you're reading this. We're strangers now and I'm sure we will be nothing but that forever. I don't mind it. It's better off that way. Alright, with that aside, I have other things to bore you about. Lately I've been sick and it's no bueno. I've been losing weight the way I never wanted to. I feel weak. Also, it's been making my mind twist and turn. I hate it when I get to thinking about things. I think about the future. I think about the past. I don't care about the present. I feel like I'm slowly being disabled in the inside. All I can do now is write my thoughts away. People always look forward to other people's deep post. I think that's dumb. Especially when they write to impress. Those that write their inner feelings and truly mean it and actually post it up on public I'll give you kudos. I can't do that. That's why I have this to write on. I'm sure not that many people know about this blogspot. That's fine with me. Sometime it concerns me that those that I feel should be reading this don't. Oh well, what can I do? I feel like my mind shifts from thought to thought and my fingers are too slow to keep up with it's pace. Damn. Sucks that people have to go look for their identity. Like how I am right now. I'm lost. Lost from what? From myself? Because I never went anywhere. Why do I have to go find out who I am, when the one person who knows me best is doing all the typing. Funny how that works out. This is why I don't like to have thinking classes. It makes me think. When I think about things, I tend to OVER think. Thoughts and ideas race through my mind like it was a drift competition. Pssh. One moment it'd be drifting beautifully by and another moment it'd pick up speed pass away. Okay bye.