at around 4 am

Last night I called, I gave in. See what's happening to me? I don't even know.. I miss you.. It's only been less than two days. Shit.. I don't want to lose you either. You're one of the closest to me. You already know, but the truth is that things will never be the same. We can't be chillin and pretend that i don't have feelings for you. I do have these feelings for you and I don't know what to do with them. I know for sure that you don't want them, so where should they be? I'm not going to disappear from you, trust me. That's the last thing I ever want to do. But like I said, I need time to contemplate on this situation. This has never happened to me in my life. I like how I can call you whenever and you're always there for me..