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Contemplating for a few days now. I asked you what I should do about this situation and you told me you don't know. I don't know either. You know I'm hurting, and it hurts me to be around you knowing you don't have the same feelings as me. Yet I don't want to just leave you because I care so much about you. I know you don't want me to leave you either. You talk about it being sad that I'm willing to just throw our friendship away, yet it's selfish that you want me to stick around while knowing that I'm hurting more and more each and every day. I text and call you sometimes, yet you don't. Seems like it's kind of one sided. I went to you, and talked to you, and tried to make it seem like it was before but you and I both know it's not the same. I'm asking you to just give me some time. Please. I promise I'll never leave you. I'll just be back. I'm not going to call, text, tweet, or whatever. The thought of you makes me feel happy and sad.. You know how to reach me.