holidays

Today I had a dilemma, should I eat breakfast first then go work out? Or work out then go to the gym? Haha uhh. Oh well I'll figure it out. It's the holiday season and it feels nice. I went ice skating last night downtown. Haven't done that before with friends, so that was quite the experience. Guess what though! I moved on. Yezzir, it's true. I'm out. When I saw you a few nights back, I could of cared less. I was surprised I wasn't jealous of you and your new boy. Hope you two are good together. ... let's get back to the topic. As I predicted too, the only way I'll move on is if someone else happens to catch my attention. And true to those words, it's happened. She's someone from the past. Like two years go. I was too chicken to do anything about her.. Ha. I'm shy. But yeah, she's back in my mind. I regret never going after her. That's the reason why I even chose to dabble with my emotions with you. I didn't want to regret it and I don't. We had our fun. Hopefully, I made a difference in your life. That's all I really care about, and of course your well being. Sooo, this one.. Haha, I feel nervous around her now. Most of the time I catch myself and I tell myself, "Stop acting silly, bitchassss!" [Excuse my french] The situation is incredibly complicated though. That's why I actually had to call Mac.. Yeah. It's that much of a complication. Mac is one of the wisest man I know, especially for someone his age. I used to ask him for advice a lot, but since he's been gone, I grew up.. But there are still some things that I still need assistance on, this situation is an example. Well anyways, I hope for the best to everyone. K, Laaaaate.