truth

Today I woke up, took two shits, and ate four hard boiled eggs. I realized yesterday that you don't need that much people in your life. It's nice to have the attention of dozens but it's not necessary in life. I've been told this countless of times, yet it's alot harder to experience it than just being told about it. As my old life is nearing, I count down to those who I know that will forever be in my life. I see faces and smile and be nice to them because I know after this year I will most likely never see them in my life again. I know it's harsh but it's the truth. Wise people have been telling me that as your senior year ends, you will be counting. Everyone knows this but it's hard. You wish that this doesnt happen, but it will. I wish that I could concede to the fact that this will happen. I want to really see who my real friends are. I know some of them for sure. That's only because they're out of highschool and I still see them on a daily basis, but what about the ones that are in highschool with me? Which ones will be in my life forever? Who's there to be there? As each step towards graduation nears, it's getting clearer and clearer. As soon as we touch our diplomas we'll see who they are. I think I'm beginning to mature now. That's a good thing because I need my grown man eyes to see who my true friends are. So to conclude, I know that 99% of the people in school doesn't matter so I'll keep acting like how I am. I'll be cocky, I'll be obnoxious, I'll be annoying, but to those that can see past through that are the 1% percent that will forever stay in my life. Aight then laaaate.