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Today I woke up in SF. Drank a bottle of water. Took Alanna to school. Ate breakfast by myself. Headed back to SJ. Drank some Starbucks with Miggy. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do. I haven't been going to school. My thoughts are rapidly flowing then at times it just completely stops. I feel as if there's no control in my life right now. I don't know.. It sucks how I felt as if I was on top of everything just a few months ago and now I feel like I'm in the bottom. Thang told me yesterday that it's all in my head. Everything's gonna be better. I hope so! I really don't know anymore. I'm lost. I can't find myself. I need help. I feel like I'm waiting for something.. I don't know.. K bye.