stuck between two worlds

You see, I'm stuck between two worlds. I go back and forth like two different lovers that I can't live without. I have my world of dedication and my world of fun. My world of dedication consists of studying, exercising, dieting, and filming which also means minimal contact with friends. I'm usually by myself when I'm concentrated. Now, the world of fun is filled with parties, chillen, eating late, waking up late, blazing, drinking, and girls. The bad side to it is that I'm getting distracted on things that I should be doing. Oh what a whirlwind of events.