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Drunkest I've ever been last night. It was a mixed emotion type of deal. I lost ALOT in beerpong and I remember the last game that I played, I played with no partner.. AND I lost. So I basically drank all of it. Geeeez. I had to call my SBF.. I love her so much. I know I can always count on her, even though we sort of faded for a quick minute. She's still there. And of course I'm still there. She drove me home after she was finished with work. Lol and tucked me into bed. I rememeber that part too. I spilled so much of my feelings to her when we were in the car though. I told her about the hardships and the what nots of my life. It made me feel pretty good. I felt bad because I heard people were looking for me because I went missing. Yup. Fun night. I'll miss you breh. You're like another brother to me. Seriously. Living with you was fun. Once in awhile I got annoyed but that's nothing. You always have my back. Really though. You do. you were there for me when I ran away from home and everything. Damn. I can't imagine just living by myself now.. It's going to be really lonely.. Makes me sad that you're going away.. But we all know it's for the best. You're lucky, like Vernon said.. You get a restart button, don't fuck up like how we are here.. Best wishes to you breh. Love you..