lately

Today I'm suddenly feeling overwhelmed. I've been trying to do too much things at the same time. It's okay. I'm still pursuing my dreams. I just need to slow down alittle. Take things step by step. Nothing bad has happened, it's just that I feel too much. But I'd rather feel too much than too little. Later on today, I'm filming So Timeless at the studio again. Then they're performing at the Brit. I seriously don't know how to make a documentary. I know this first work is going to suck ass. Haha. I don't mind. The experience that I got fom doing this is much more than I could have ever hope for. Hmm, also I feel like we're drifting. It's partly my fault because I've been an ass to you. You've been nothing but nice to me and sometimes I don't appreciate what I already have. Yeah you can get annoying but who doesn't? You're one of the closest to me, you know that. I don't want that to change, no matter how heartless I may seem. Just because I'm mean doesn't mean I don't care. I don't know, I'm weird I guess.. Alright, well when you read this talk to me and give me a smile.