bite me in the ass

Today was ok, except the fact that I lost. Hey did you know there's a dog in my house? That's the only good thing about today. He's a rednose american pitbull. His name is Roach Obama. So anyways, I dislike to lose. I especially dislike to lose my money. Yeah this week has been a bad week for me. I'd win just alittle bit then end up losing 3x or 4x of what I would win. Im down right now and this is a sucky ass feeling. Yeah, so I guess gambling takes a toll on you. No one wins all the time. Hopefully this streak ends this week. Im pretty drepessed that I lost as much as I did. Im content that I didn't lose everything, but it's still a hefty amount. I guess it came to bite me back in the ass. Am I addicted or what? *sigh* I need a real fucking job homie. Anybody got a hook on that? Get at me if you do. Oh by the way, my throat hurts. My right ear hurts. I have allergies. Im cold. My parents left me for awhile. Sad sad sad. Laaaaate.