setbacks

Today is yet another sad day in my life. Lately I've been feeling blue. All these events that keeps pouring in my life. I'm tired of these happenings that makes my life miserable. I miss being so simple. There's days where I feel like giving up, it's stupid but I really feel like it. To the normal eyes, they see me as an outgoing person. That's because I try to not let things affect me. Now it's getting harder and harder to just keep things out of my mind. I feel so miserable. Look at me talking super emo. Hmm.. I just want to model words from a friend of mine, but change it up a bit to fit my life:

*If it wasn’t for my friends or my activities to keep me occupied I probably wouldn’t be able to function. It takes a lot to find the strength to live a normal day knowing that your day is far from normal. I play it out like I’m doing fine, and I’m pretty sure you can’t tell what I’m struggling with every single day of my life until you’ve actually had a conversation with me concerning that, or if you read my blogspot from time to time...

Laaaaate.