outtawhere?

Today isahd.lak;jbdadabd OUTTA HERE! When you know that somethings not right for you, but for some reason you're still attracted to it, you really start to think why. Really tho, I dont know why. I think it's been long enough stay in this hotel. Time to get outta here. I'm almost done packing my luggages. Just needa pack just a few more. Then go and check-out. It saddens me that this really couldn't work. But the thing is I've been knowing this isn't the right hotel for me. I need to find an apartment now.. I'll just be dazing around until I do I guess. Sometimes I feel like I'm haunted by my past. There's a ghost behind me that keeps scaring me. I think the ghost's name was Casper, or was it Commitment.. Hey, I've got to admit you're a beautiful, smart, unique person. I love the little cute things that you do. Your smile is precious, and so is the way you put your hand up to cover it quickly. You say you don't have feelings anymore, but I know that's not true. For a long time I've been denying it too. I wish we could of worked out. Fact is, it just can't. I'm not going to put the blame on you nor I, but the both of us.