appearances

Today I tried to wake up before 8, but instead I woke up at 1ish.. Haha. I'm somewhat tired of people thinking that I go around. Some people think I'm a player and what not. Mackey told me that I rubbed off from him. He said that I got some of his benefits but also some of his side affects. People talk. It's sucks, but it's true. Before I used to hate how some people thought I was a super slut or something cuz really tho, to this day I'm still holding my card. Now I've grown to just take it in. I try not to care. Yesterday was an example. I was talking about how I havent kissed with my lip rings on my before, and one of the girls obejected. She said 'bullshit' and she really did think I was bullshitting. Truth is I wasn't. That was something that bothered me for a bit. I don't know why I seem like this to osme people. Is it the way I act? Is it my knowledge of things that I shouldn't know yet? Is it my appearance? It's whatever. I'll just shurg it off like usual. As long as the people that I care about really know who I am, I should be fine. Laaate.