stains they say?

Today is a cold day for a summerday. When you search for something for so long, when you for something so hard, when you try again and again and again and the thing is you still haven't gotten what you've wanted, that feeling sucks big dick. I feel like that sometimes. Shiet, look at my football record. I've been working hard for years. I go into every game of my life knowing that the team and I are gonna win, but usually coming out in a lose. My whole life has been basically like that. I rarely win in anything. It sucks big dick. I dunno why tho. Even tho I lose, I still try and give everything I've got. I work 'til I sweat. I work 'til I bleed. I've been injured so many times and still get back up. My shoulder's been dislocated. I've gotten a concussion. My nerve in my tail bone has been pinched. And I still get back up. I still go at the game that I truly love to play. Football. That's how life is too. Shit happens, but you still gotta keep going. My life is wacked out. Shit stains everywhere. But I dunno.