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Today, I woke up late. My mommy is usually my alarm clock but she went to NY again... without me. Whatta way to start off the day huh? Hmm, I decided to try one of these blogspot things. I'm not that good at blogging though. Everytime I have an idea I'll try to put it in here I guess. Soo, this girl I used to talk to just suddenly imed me today. We had a long conversation. She kept on talking to me like nothing happened and as if we would talk everyday. It's been like 2ish months... Remember that one thing that's been on my profile on aim [theflipafrican] for awhile ;

"[I distracted myself and hid away from the inevitable truth, I knew I'd need to be strong for it but fooled myself in to thinking I was Superman, I pretended like it wasn't a big deal and thought I was the one in charge. Truth is I'm not Superman, I was a coward. When the truth came up right in my face I couldn't even handle it. What kind of a man am I? I wasn't even strong enough for that? I made myself believe I was 10 steps ahead yet I was 100 steps behind. I did people wrong and now I guess I've paid with interest. No class at all. That blow to the chest was so hard I still can't breath. The truth and the consequences are deadly to a foolish kid like me. Geez, I'm such a stupid jerk.] -08/01/07, 11.49PM"

Chyea... that was about her, haha. How weird though. We were talking about random shiet. Oh, and I texted Myleen today, while in the middle of writing this blog. I wonder how that's gonna turn out. o__O She's a girl I met in a party. Hmmm. She prolly won't text me back 'cuz the last time I was with her we were at a party and we somehow got upstairs, all we did was uhh... didn't have sex... that's all I could say. AND I haven't talked to her since =P Ha, yeah. Oh Btw, on Saturday, Carolyn asked me to sadies. She hella got me, 'cuz ------breaking news: Myleen just texted me-------(anyways) last week she was all oh.. I don't know if I want to go with you anymore 'cuz she asked me to sadies a looong time ago and she said she'd ask me later in a cute way. Then I said well it's fine I guess.. This is your last sadies. You should go with who ever YOU want to go with... Have fun... Then on Friday we were texting and she said she was getting a tattoo, and I didn't really care much of it. THEN on Saturday we were chillin' like a villain' and she said she got a new tattoo. So everybody told me to move her hair so they could look at it. But it was her question to ask me to sadies! I hella fell for it and I was super cheesin'. Of course I said yes. Well... now I should be studying for my History Finals but I can't find my text book! I'm screwed... Aight then cuz bluhd nigguh foo! It's time to hit the showers.